home sweet home

Alright the title of this is a little misleading because being home isn’t the sweetest thing in the world but it was so cliche I just had to. Anyway, it is nice to be back home in a place where I feel comfortable and whatnot. I love the familiarity and nostalgia of my house…anddd I love being with my doggy of course! Being alone is something I also needed because constantly being surrounded by people gets to me. Now, alone time is what I’ve wished to have but my parents obviously are all excited about being surrounded by someone else but each other so they keep bombarding me 24/7. I try to send them messages with short answers or closing my door but they don’t seem to get it. I do want to see them obviously but sometimes it’s just too much for me. It’s much easier for me to keep a stable relationship with my parents when I’m away at school because they can’t swarm me and get me annoyed. Haha I sound like such a beyotchhh but I get annoyed so easily with people who aren’t like me (aka everyone but my friends at school) and I have a really hard time not showing it. It’s been good to wind down and relax and not be surrounded by the craziness for a weekend so I’m reamped for the next so I guess this was a good thing. It’s like I’m either extremely stressed out about school or am getting shit faced wasted so this is a huge change of pace just doing absolutely nothing. I think it’s good for the soul. Now I’m ready to go crazy for Halloween weekends too 😉 I wouldn’t say I’m sad (at all) about going back to school but this has been a good dose of being home for a while.


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