Yesterday we were SO ready to go out, we were looking forward to it all day. We went to the Corner Room for dinner which is a very popular restaurant here at Penn State and then went to Jill and Lauren’s place to pregame. Every spring semester here, PSU has a concert on the last day of classes called Movin’ On. We didn’t wanna get completely and totally black out drunk for this because it’s just a free concert outside, near Beaver stadium that has a bunch of popular and not-so-popular bands/singers/rappers. Ludacris came this year and another band that ended that everyone was excited to hear but I’ve never heard of them before. We got there half way in between Luda’s act. It was fun but it was sooo cold so we had to squeeze in the crowd for body heat. We ran into Lauren’s brother who was clearly so drunk. He was sloppy bumping around and picking up Lauren and accidentally ran into the girl. Nothing serious, just bumped into her. Her boyfriend, however, took it serious and screamed at him and Lauren’s now amped up brother kept saying he wanted to “f*ck him up.” All of us were trying to convince him not to but when an angry drunk guy is determined, they won’t listen. Lauren wanted to get him out of there so I said I’d go with her..so me, Lauren, her brother and his friend left the crowd and Emma and Jill ended up coming out with us too. The friend knew he was being crazy so he said he’d take care of it and left with him and Lauren started to cry. She said it wasn’t even because of what just happened but because her brother was dating the girl here at PSU that died in a car accident. She said he hasn’t been the same since and it breaks her heart seeing him like that. I felt so bad and said I’d leave with her but she was looking forward to the last band so she stayed. I ended up running into my guy friends so we all hung out. I was freezing my ass off so I HAD to leave and the boys were leaving too so I went back to their place to start drinking and they all stayed there. I knew Emma and Jill really weren’t too in to staying but they stayed a little longer than me… I just said to text me when you’re back so I can go hang out with them again. Of course, as usual, all the boys are force feeding me shots so I took a couple there and then had to head back over to where everyone else was. Emma and Jill were laying in bed and Peter was there too but Peter and I always are down to party so we brought shots in the room and gave them shots in bed. I don’t even know how many I took but I do remember some of the boys coming over to pregame more. Then it’s blurry then I remember laying across Peter and this guy Dave in the back seat trying to hide from the cab driver so he would let a bunch of us in one cab. Then it goes completely black until we leave. I heard that I was dancing with my eyes closed like I was sleep dancing, I heard that I was sitting on the couch looking like I was about to pass out, I heard I was really loud yelling I AM THE BAR TENDER, and a lot of people telling me I was SOooOOo drunk. OKAY PEOPLE, SORRY FOR PARTYING! However, I heard I wasn’t embarrassing, just loving life, saying ridiculous things (that apparently were funny) which I tend to do when I’m wasted. I say the most absurd things but I’m happy (with the exception of my beer tears the other night). I did sober up I guess because I remember talking to this guy on the team that’s from Fiji. He’s adorable, he has a fro and has the world’s longest name I’ve ever seen in my life and I’ve made it sort of a habit at parties to pronounce his last name. That’s literally all I remember from the party and then leaving… Hmm WHELP, sounds like I had fun??