At this point I’m dying to leave for college. I can’t deal with my mom any longer. I don’t know why but lately she just sucks so much. She gets pissed off so easily and wants everyone to feel bad for her. She even ruined graduation for me by wanting me to get a picture with a teacher who we both love. Ya see, my dad was taking pictures on his camera, accidentally stepped in front of her and she missed the shot. She stormed off, acting like such a bitch the entire time. I was so irritated at dinner I couldn’t even be happy I just graduated. Thanks for making it a great memory, Mom. Aside from always being pissed off she hates to spend time with me. No, I swear she must. Every time I ask her to come do stuff with me she just tells me to ask someone else. I went college shopping with my dad and he told me not to get any bedding because she wanted to do that with me. I was to excited she wanted to do that with me but guess what I go home and ask her about it and she just says “what? why’d he say that?” and wouldnt go with me. She doesn’t get that I try so hard to hang out with her and she just shits on me. Of course she thinks she makes an effort by asking me to lay out or do a workout tape with her. Real fun things, we wouldn’t even talk while doing those things and if we did it would be about her, her friends, or her work. She complains to me so much and doesn’t even really listen when I talk. Maybe she’s too wrapped up in herself to give me the attention I need. I’m leaving in 11 days I just expect too much out of her I guess. It’s just sad.

Mahina16